Sermon – Mark 6.30-34, 53-56, P11, YB, July 22, 2018

25 Wednesday Jul 2018

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When I first read this gospel lesson today, I was pretty excited. This text is the perfect summer gospel lesson. Summer is that time when we slow down a bit, we play a little more, we relax a bit more. The rhythms of life change a bit during the summer, whether we are tied to someone on a school calendar or not. In fact, one of my favorite collects for summer matches this text perfectly. The collect “For Good Use of Leisure,” goes like this, “O God, in the course of this busy life, give us times of refreshment and peace; and grant that we may so use our leisure to rebuild our bodies and renew our minds, that our spirits may be opened to the goodness of your creation; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.”[i]

So when Jesus says to the disciples, “Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves and rest a while,” I feel a sense of relief and permission – permission to rest from my labors, perhaps even to use summer as a time to rejuvenate, sleep a little more, not work quite so hard on all those committees and deadlines. When Jesus tells the hard-working disciples to come away and rest, his words become a word of comfort to our weary souls, his words help us envision a Jesus who cares about self-care, and his words even have us dreamily imagining a great desert getaway, perhaps mentally noting to google vacations to Palm Desert after church.

But before we get too excited about the introduction of our story, the rest of the story starts to invade our imaginations. We are told that on the way to that desert getaway, the people hear about the disciples’ getaway and beat them to the other side of the shore and immediately start asking for more healing. After more work for weary souls, we are told Jesus and the disciples try to escape again. But this time, the crowds get even more vigorous – rushing forward to grab their blessings. So much for a weekend of staying in our PJs and binge watching TV. And so much for the supportive boss who promotes self-care. Jesus changes his tune as soon as the crowds show up. No rest for the weary today!

For those of you who have been following along with my blog posts, you know I have been chronicling my experiences at General Convention. Day after day, something dramatic happened. But in the jam-packed nine-day schedule, we were given a sabbath – Sunday morning to go wherever we wanted to church. Sitting in the pews as a priest on a Sunday is glorious and rare gift, and I was particularly excited because I had an old friend that I was going to get to see in their home parish. But a few weeks before General Convention started we got word that a priest was going to organize a trip and prayer vigil at a detention center for women seeking asylum in the United States – and would use our free Sunday for the event. Now since today is Sunday and we are about to confess our sins together, I have to confess something to you that I would not normally tell anyone: my initial reaction to this invitation was resentment. Instead of getting to sleep in, visit church leisurely with a friend, and get some much needed sabbath time before going back into legislation, I was going to need to get up early, miss time with my friend, and stand in 100-degree Texas heat and feel passionate about yet another social justice issue. I knew I should probably be excited for the unique experience, and I should probably be preparing a protest sign, and invite other locals to the event; but all I could think on the inside was, “but you promised we could rest a while!”

What I forgot and what the disciples miss are the details of Jesus’ invitation today. Jesus does not say, “Come away with me to a resort, and get a spa treatment package with the bonus strawberries and champagne.” Jesus says “come to a deserted place.” Palm Desert, with its palm trees, mist sprayers to keep you cool, and sparkling swimming pools, is not what Jesus is talking about here. The desert is where Mark’s gospel starts – with John the Baptist eating locust and wild honey, with hardly any clothing for protection. The desert is where Jesus goes to be tempted by the devil. The desert is not where you go to escape and catch up on lost sleep. The desert is where you go to wrestle your demons and find deeper connection to God.[ii] The desert is a place of self-care: not the resting, rejuvenating kind, not the binge-watching, escapism kind, but the hard, deep, soul-examining kind of work that is about taking care of the self – just without all the amenities.

When Jesus invites the disciples into the wilderness, he is inviting them to renew themselves for ministry – to reconnect with the initial passion hidden within them, the joy that came from first volunteering to be fishers of people, the thrill of personal invitation to make a difference in the world and see a new age dawning. So Jesus says, “Want to get renewed about that Outreach Committee Meeting next week? Go out and have a conversation with a homeless person or swing a hammer on a Habitat house before you go. Want to stop crunching numbers for that big project? Go visit with the family who hasn’t been able to eat a hot meal all summer. Want to put down the newspaper to relieve your compassion fatigue? Go to the local jail and start hearing the stories of addiction, poverty, and prejudice that keep people in those cells.”

The good news about my compassion fatigue at General Convention is the same friend with whom I had hoped to go to church wanted to go with me to the Detention Center instead of church. I was fresh out of excuses to not go. In the blazing Texas sun, with sunblock and extra water bottles, we schlepped her one-year old to the wilderness of Texas. As soon as we spotted the cold, harsh, former prison walls that were now being used as a “residential facility,” I suspected Jesus was smirking with his “I told you so,” face. As songs rose up from the crowd of over 1000 Episcopalians, my heart started aching for the stories I could imagine inside those stone walls. As my friend’s child cooed and chattered, I imagined the women inside who wanted to be with their own babies. As we prayed, I realized my selfish desire for rest would not have been sated with a brunch and a long nap. What my soul needed was right there, in that brown, withered field in the hot summer sun.

I do not know what kind of wilderness place you need today. I do not know where Jesus needs to guide you to help you find the kind of rest your soul needs. I do not know what kind of deserted place you might be dreading today. But I invite you to say yes. I invite you to risk feeling more tired than rejuvenated. I invite you to open yourself to the deep transformation that can only happen in a place of vulnerability. The next time Jesus says to you, “Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves and rest a while,” just go. I promise you will get the kind of rest your soul needs. Amen.

[i] BCP, 825.

[ii] Karoline Lewis, “Letting Go,” July 15, 2018, as found at http://www.workingpreacher.org/craft.aspx?post=5198 on July 18, 2018.

Sermon – Mark 5.21-43, P8, YB, July 1, 2018

04 Wednesday Jul 2018

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I once had a parishioner who was both the best and the worst storyteller. He was the best because his stories were always fascinating, funny, and fantastic. Not only did he have an intriguing life, he also just had a real gift for telling stories in ways that brought them to life in your mind’s eye. But he was also not the best storyteller because he was easily distracted. He would be in the middle of a story and then veer off course, “Which reminds me of the time…” he would say, and off he would go. Sometimes he would go back to the other story, but you had to really pay attention to remind him of where he had started. Sometimes the dropped ending on a story would come back to me days later and I would wonder, “I wonder what happened after he dropped that note to his secret love…”

Mark’s storytelling today is a bit like that parishioner’s way of telling stories. After the fantastic stories of the calming of the sea, and the healing of a demon-possessed man, Mark tells us of Jesus’ next dramatic moment. Jairus approaches Jesus and falls at Jesus’ feet, begging him to heal his dying twelve-year old daughter. This whole event is a big deal because if you remember, many of the other synagogue leaders were suspicious of Jesus, and even plotting against him. For a synagogue leader to approach Jesus for help is a huge break in rank. Jesus goes with Jairus without comment, but before we can find out what happens, Mark basically says, “Speaking of which, there was this woman who approached Jesus without Jesus knowing. You won’t believe what happened…” And off Mark goes telling another fantastic story.

This time, we learn of a woman who is a total outcast. She has been hemorrhaging for twelve years, she is destitute because she has spent all her money on doctors – to no avail, and let’s not forget she is a woman. We can almost imagine the clandestine approach of this triple outcast weaving her way into the crowd just to touch Jesus’ garment. To her credit, the simple touch works! Now, the story really could end there, but Mark tells us something even more fascinating – Jesus stops dead in his tracks, demanding to know who touched him. In a crowd of thousands, he wants to know which person touched him?!? The woman comes forward for what should be a great castigation and humiliation. Instead, her honesty and vulnerability open Jesus up to giving even more blessing. Not only has her faith in him made her well, he offers her the peace, health, and wholeness that will allow her full integration back into society – a double gift!

Now the good news is that Mark is not as bad of a storyteller as my former parishioner. Mark jumps back to Jairus’ story – but the news is bad. The daughter has died! Everyone thinks the cause is lost, but Jesus encourages Jairus to believe. So off they go, but this time with only Peter, James, and John. The gathered crowd mocks Jesus’ assertion that the girl is just sleeping. But when the six of them go in, Jesus quite simply takes her by the hand, calls the girl to get up, and then asks them to give her some food – dying can really take a toll after all!

You might be shaking your head at Mark at this point, wondering if we can’t just focus on one of these stories – truly either is powerful enough on its own. But Mark is not really like my former parishioner – he does not simply tell stories because he is good at telling stories, or because he likes to entertain guests. In fact, Mark does this more than once in his gospel. The biblical critics call this practice “intercalation,” but many people just call this a Markan sandwich.[i] As N.T. Wright explains, by sandwiching the stories together, “The flavour of the outer story adds zest to the inner one; the taste of the inner one is meant in turn to permeate the outer one.”[ii]

So what do we learn about Jesus through Mark’s sandwiching these stories together? Well, let’s start with how they are different. Jairus is an insider – as a male synagogue leader, he is well-known and respected in the community, presumably with some power and influence.[iii] Meanwhile, the bleeding woman is an outsider – a female, impure, impoverished outcast.[iv] Jairus publicly invites Jesus to touch his dying daughter; the woman secretly touches Jesus’ cloak herself. Jairus’ daughter is just a girl, but the woman has lived a longer life. More interesting though is how the two stories are alike. Both Jairus and the woman kneel before Jesus. “Both victims of illness are female and ritually unclean, one as a result of death and one as a result of hemorrhage; both represent the significance of the number twelve in Jewish tradition (the twelve years of hemorrhage and the twelve-year old girl); and both are regarded as ‘daughters’ (the little girl being Jairus’s daughter and the woman who is addressed by Jesus as ‘Daughter’). An act of touch restores both women to new life even as those surrounding them lack understanding.”[v]

Mark uses these two stories together because we need their differences and similarities to teach us something about Jesus and about ourselves. We learn from Mark’s sandwich that Jesus is present with both the powerful and the powerless alike. Both requests, despite the baggage both a synagogue leader and an impure woman bring, are honored by Jesus. What we note though is Jesus tends the woman first. Now some scholars might argue the pause in the story, and the death of the girl before Jesus gets there, are meant to build suspense.[vi] But equally important is that Jesus stops for the person without power first[vii] – even taking precious time to not just heal her but demand to be in conversation and relationship with her. He could have kept walking, knowing that his power had flowed out but staying the course with the good deed he was about to perform. But instead, he stops everything, everyone, and demands a connection – one that leads not just to healing but total restoration within the community – shalom.[viii] Jesus also shows us about the wideness of family. A few weeks ago, we read the gospel lesson where Jesus questioned the crowd about who his mother and brothers and sister were. Today he keeps expanding the circle. The powerful and persecuting are his family; the most ostracized outcasts are his family; even the vulnerable children are his family. Finally, Jesus teaches us that healing or the good works we do are meant to be within the context of relationship. That Jesus tends the bleeding woman and the young girl is much less important than how he tends the two females. Jesus’ help is not about an impersonal exchange – a few coins dropped in a hat or a check written to a charity – though those are necessary too. Equally important to dropping a coin in a hat might be stopping to talk to the person asking for a handout. In addition to contributing to a favorite charity, knowing the stories of specific clients is equally important.

What is hidden in these two tales about Jesus is the “flash of precious intimacy between two human beings who are socially very distant from each other.” As one scholar explains, what Jesus brings alive for us today is “Our relationships – in the church, in friendships, and in marriage – are not just something extra added on to life for distraction and entertainment, as if we would be complete human beings in individual isolation. Relationship, ‘touch,’ if you will, makes us human and whole. As the contemporary Scottish philosopher John Macmurray once phrased it, ‘I need “you” in order to be myself.’”[ix] What Jesus’ actions and Mark’s adept way at combining stories do today is invite us to consider not what we do, but how we do what we do. Jesus invites us to slow down – to take those moments when someone’s pain is presented to us, and not just offer help, but stop long enough to make a connection – to develop intimacy with others. “A teacher once remarked, ‘You know…my whole life I have been complaining that my work was constantly interrupted, until I discovered that my interruptions were my work.’”[x] Jesus also invites us to care for everyone – rich, poor, young, and old – but he especially wants us to start with those most in need. Finally, Jesus invites us today to see, really see, where people are, and to be a people of compassion, healing, and love. Before you know it, you may be the one at coffee hour, veering off one story to tell yet another story, all highlighting the wonderful, lifegiving, challenging ways that stepping into relationship with others has changed your walk with Jesus. I can’t wait to try to track your stories! Amen.

[i] Karoline Lewis, “A Lesson from Mark,” June 25, 2018, as found at http://www.workingpreacher.org/craft.aspx?post=5184 on June 28, 2018.

[ii] N.T. Wright, Mark for Everyone (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2004), 58.

[iii] Efrain Agosto, “Exegetical Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Yr. B, Vol. 3 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2009), 189.

[iv] John R. Donahue, S.J. and Daniel J. Harrington, S.J., The Gospel of Mark, Sacra Pagina Series, vol. 2 (Collegeville: The Liturgical Press, 2002), 174.

[v] Beverly Zink-Sawyer, “Homiletical Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Yr. B, Vol. 3 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2009), 191.

[vi] Lamar Williamson, Jr., Mark, Interpretation: A Bible Commentary for Teaching and Preaching (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 1983), 108.

[vii] Mark D. W. Edington, “Theological Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Yr. B, Vol. 3 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2009), 192.

[viii] Williamson, 109.

[ix] Michael L. Lindvall, “Pastoral Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Yr. B, Vol. 3 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2009), 192.

[x] Williamson, 112 (quoting Henri J.M. Nouwen, Reaching Out, p. 36).

Sermon – 1 Samuel 17.1a, 4-11, 19-23, 32-49, P7, YB, June 24, 2018

27 Wednesday Jun 2018

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This summer, our Faith and Film series is all about superheroes. I was never a huge fan of superheroes growing up. I liked Superman and Batman nominally, sported a pair of Wonder Woman Underoos as a kid, but in general wasn’t really into superheroes and certainly not into comic books. But a few years ago, I stumbled into the film, The Avengers, and found myself curious about the back stories of all these superheroes. That began a deep dive into multiple films, many of which you can see this summer. The first one, Captain America, is a classic story of the little guy overcoming. Steve Rogers, a literal little guy with a bad case of asthma, wants to enlist in the US Army during World War II so badly, but his health and height disqualify him. Impressed by his tenacity, Steve gets recruited into an experimental program to be medically turned into a Super Soldier. There begins his journey of the little man taking on the big man of Nazi Germany.

Most of us enjoy a good story of the little man overcoming. That’s why the story of David and Goliath is so epic in our memory. This little kid, totally untrained, completely unarmed (with the exception of some rocks and a sling), and certainly the underdog to the 9 feet 6 inches[i] of Goliath, David is the prototypical little man. And yet, with the entire Philistine army staring them down, with a giant taunting them for forty days, and with the ominous threat of defeat, no one else is willing to step forward. The giant, covered in over 126 pounds of armor, and holding huge weapons like the spear whose iron head weighs fifteen pounds[ii], utilizes his own brand of psychological warfare.[iii] In the end, that dry river bed between the two armies is not just a valley of separation, but a “chasm of fear.”[iv] And yet, somehow, the teenage shepherd boy steps forward to fight – the little man, the underdog, makes his move.

But unlike a typical underdog, David does not need science, or a lucky break, or some trick. What David needs has nothing to do with him. Instead, what he needs is God. No one in the Israeli camp has mentioned God at this point in the story. Saul has tried to overcome the chasm of fear with the promise of riches and even his own daughter’s hand in marriage. And yet, the entire army of Israel can only see how mismatched they would be against the ultimate warrior. But David sees things differently. Having fought lions and bears to save his sheep, David knows he can fight Goliath too. But not because he is a mighty warrior – but because Yahweh delivered David then too. Even Saul, God’s formerly appointed king, has forgotten God. But not David. David is first to speak Yahweh’s name in almost forty verses of text.[v] When David faces Goliath, he invokes God’s name, recalling with the name the entire memory of Yahweh’s deliverances of Israel in the past. David knows that he does not need the conventions of human warfare, but only the God of Israel.[vi]

This week, I have been thinking what a ridiculous sermon that is: all we need is God. If all we needed was God, we wouldn’t be in such a political mess, totally unable to compromise, hear each other, and work for the common good. If all we needed was God, that cancer diagnosis, that lost job, that lost pregnancy, or that lost relationship would not have felt so devastating. If all we needed was God, we would have figured out a way to both secure our borders and humanely treat those fleeing injustice and seeking asylum. In saying all we need is God, we sound like a bunch of hippies singing the great Beatles song, “All You Need is Love.” As modern pragmatists, we know better – we know letting go and letting God is what you say – but not what you do.

So how do we turn ourselves from being skeptics, cynics, and dispassionates to seeing all we need is God? Well, first we have to define a few things. What is happening in David’s story should not be a surprise. If you remember a few weeks ago, when the people broke their longstanding covenant with God, asking for a king like the other nations, God gave them Saul. And Saul was just that – like the other nations, fighting battles with weapons of other nations. So when David offers to fight, Saul does what a conventional leader would do – arm David with the conventions of war. He tries to weigh down David with his armor, hoping against hope that there might be a modicum of protection against the Philistine. Saul is a ruler like the other nations have. The contrast between Saul and David then becomes a contrast between trusting conventional means and the means of God.[vii] Saul has become ruled by fear instead of faith.

The way we pull ourselves out of being skeptical, cynical, or dispassionate is not by rallying behind the idea that we are the little man – the underdog David or Captain America, just waiting to be empowered by God. The way we put to bed our skepticism, cynical thoughts, or dispassionate feelings about all the things in life overwhelming us is to recall the faithfulness of God. When David says, “All you need is love,” he does not mean all you need is people giving hugs to one another. What he means is, all you need is to remember the faithfulness of God – especially when we are not faithful at all! In his speeches to Saul and Goliath, David is recalling the salvation narrative – the stories of God’s faithfulness for generations. His trust is actually pretty bold too, considering the current king Saul’s appointment represents the breaking of covenant between God and the people. But David trusts even a broken covenant can be overcome. David claims his identity as a child of God and knows his identity is all he needs to fight the worst this world has to offer.

This past week, as politics and religion got dragged together in front of camera crews, I slowly began to realize that we are in a David moment. We can keep doing what we have been doing – keeping our faith out of politics, putting politics in a box that we especially do not open on Sundays, or we can start realizing that we can never put our faith in a box. The bond that we have as Episcopalians and especially within the hugely politically diverse community that is Hickory Neck is extremely fragile. Our fragility is why I rarely talk about politics among the community. I value our ability to come to the Eucharistic Table in spite of our difference over just about anything else. But that high value on the common table can come at a cost – the cost is never talking about what being a people of God means – what being a disciple of Christ and being an American means. In order to protect that common table, I have put on 126 pounds of brass armor, and taken up a spear whose head weighs fifteen pounds. Instead, today David invites us to shed the ill-fitting armor, and just walk in the clothes God gave us (and maybe a few stones).

I am not saying once we shed man-made armor we will suddenly know what immigration policies are the best. But what I am saying is until we take on God’s armor, until we recall all those times when God has delivered us, when God has turned chasms of fear into paths of faithfulness, until we remember that we have a distinct identity as children of God and disciples of Christ, we will not be able to take on the Goliath issues of our day. Stripping down to David-like clothing, we are able sit down comfortably, to see each other more honestly, to be in relationship more authentically, to gather at this table – not just trying to avoid banging our heavy armor into each other, barely able to make eye contact because of our heavy helmets, but actually brushing the skin of elbows with one another, looking deeply into the eyes of the chalice bearer serving you Christ’s blood, and offering the hand of Christian friendship as we rise from the altar rail together. We can do all those things because God is faithful. We can do all those things because God has delivered us before. We can do all those things because we are Christ’s disciples – and that is what we do through God. We may be underdogs, and we may be vulnerable in a world that is happy to deploy psychological warfare, but we are united and empowered by the love of God. Our invitation is to step trustingly, boldly, confidently into that love. Amen.

[i] William P. Brown, “Exegetical Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Supplemental Essays for Year B, Batch 2 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2012), 4.

[ii] Richard F. Ward, “Homiletical Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Supplemental Essays for Year B, Batch 2 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2012), 4.

[iii] Walter Brueggemann, Interpretation: A Biblical Commentary for Teaching and Preach, First and Second Samuel (Louisville: John Knox Press, 1990), 131.

[iv] Ward, 2.

[v] Brueggemann, 130.

[vi] Brueggemann, 132.

[vii] Brueggemann, 131.

Sermon – 1 Samuel 8.4-20, 11.14-14, P5, YB, June 10, 2018

13 Wednesday Jun 2018

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Today we encounter one of the most pivotal moments in our faith history. The story from First Samuel may not seem that momentous. Surely the Flood, or the crossing of the Red Sea, or the arrival at the Promised Land, or, I don’t know, the birth, ministry, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ are more pivotal. But this short piece of scripture contains something quite theologically significant in the covenantal relationship between God and God’s people. Samuel has been a righteous prophet and judge for the people, but much like his predecessor Eli who we heard about last week, his sons have become corrupt leaders and the people are unhappy. And so, the people suggest a solution: a king. In their minds this is a great solution. A king could solve their problems, and most certainly would help protect them from enemies. A king would dispense justice and mercy to foster right relationships among the people, would hold fast to the covenantal law, and would be appointed by God. And they would still have prophets to act as their system of checks and balances.[i] Besides, all the other nations have kings, why shouldn’t they?

The request sounds innocent enough. As twenty-first century Americans, having no governing leader is inconceivable. For us, the idea of a theocracy is so foreign, we almost have a hard time imagining the concept. A king, or at least a president, sounds perfectly reasonable. But for the people of God, a theocracy is all they have ever known. “Since the time when Israel first became a nation, Israel had been a theocracy, a community guided and protected by YHWH. They were set apart, distinctive from other nations, and they had no king as others nations did. Israel was led by various judges whom God raised up in times of need. These leaders included, among others, Moses, Miriam, Aaron, Deborah, Samson, Gideon, and Samuel, who served not as kings or queens but as mouthpieces for God as they arbitrated disputes, saw that justice was done, or led the people to victory over a threatening enemy.”[ii] So this request for a king is a huge shift. As Walter Brueggemann explains, “Their request is nothing less than a change in Israel’s foundational commitments….This request for a king is one more step in [a] continuing performance of mistrust.”[iii] In other words, the people of God do not trust God, and out of their mistrust, they are willing to change the entire basis of their relationship with God.

Now if you were to ask me about my greatest spiritual struggle, I would likely say worry. I have told countless people how much the Matthean text about worry has been a spiritual guide for me, “Consider the lilies of the field…do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring worries of its own. Today’s trouble is enough for today.”[iv] My whole life I have thought my greatest struggle was worry. But in reflecting this week, I am not sure my greatest issue is worry. My greatest issue might be trust. I worry because I do not trust – I do not trust God to make a way, so I strive and fail and strive again to make my own way. I suspect I am not alone. We all fail to trust God from time to time. And any logical person would quietly support your lack of trust in God. Because to trust in God seems naïve, lacks self-responsibility, and discredits our agency in the world. Most of us read today’s Old Testament lesson, and secretly we agree with the Israelites. Sure, there is no perfect form of government, but you have to have something! We may jokingly or even figuratively ask Jesus to take the wheel, but we all know that we still need to drive the car.

But when we step away from a theocracy, when we change the foundational covenantal commitment between us and God, we must face the same fate as the Israelites. Samuel tells them what having a king will mean. Having a king will mean giving up their sons for service in battle and for the tending of the king’s fields, giving up their daughters as cooks and sexual servants, giving up their best land, livestock, and produce. And worst of all – worst of all – they will be the king’s slaves. Now for a people who have been enslaved before, this should be the ultimate warning. All they need to do was think back to those days with Pharaoh – no rights, no power, brutal labor, no hope. But then, God says something even worse. When the Israelites finally see God is right and that the new king they wanted is a mess (and spoiler alert: the new kings will be a mess – the kings do all that Samuel predicts and even more horrible things); when the Israelites cry out, God will not answer them. This critical part of their relationship with God will be over.

These are the words that have haunted me this week, “…in that day you will cry out because of your king, whom you have chosen for yourselves; but the LORD will not answer you in that day.” Are there things I could do that would make God not answer me? Is there a chance that on the two millionth time I refuse to trust God, our relationship could finally break? Is there a chance we could have a government so broken by ego and lack of compassion and compromise that God would refuse to exert God’s power to redeem us? A couple of years ago, we talked to our pediatrician about discipline and our frustration with our children’s constant pushing of boundaries. The pediatrician recommended the “Three Rule.” Instead of threatening punishments and consequences, instead of engaging in lengthy explanations about why behaviors were unacceptable and what the consequence would be, we should follow the “Three Rule.” When a child does something unacceptable, the parent says, “one.” No words are exchanged, no threats are made. Just the number one. If, or I guess I should say when, the behavior continues, the parent simply says, “two.” Finally, when the behavior still continues, the parent says, “three,” and the child immediately goes to their room for a period of time commiserate with their age. But, and here’s the kicker, when their time is up, there is no discussion, no scolding, just a return to normal.

Now I get a little wary of comparing God with a parent, since parents are just as flawed as kings, but here is what I appreciate about God in this text today. God strikes me as a person who calmly works through the Three Rule. So, although Samuel breaks the rule by going on an on about the consequences of a king, God does something extraordinary with the people of God’s request. God says “okay.” In a wonderful combination of “grace and judgment, the Lord commands Samuel to ‘listen’ to the people but also to ‘warn them and show them the ways of the king.’” God does not smite the people or abandon the people. God, as God always does, respects their free-will and allows the people of God to choose their fate – even if their choice is a fundamental altering of the very basis of their relationship with God. There is something reassuring to me about a God who allows us full agency in our relationship – whose love is not tied to us making good decisions – and who can remain calm even when we are catastrophically proposing a fundamental change in our relationship with God.

But even more than God’s reaction, I am not convinced the judgment of God is as final as Samuel predicts. We know God is a God who judges. Lord knows the Israelites do indeed suffer the consequences of taking on a human king – their sons, daughters, and property are decimated, and eventually the kingdom is divided and ultimately destroyed, with the peoples scattered all over the world. But we know a few things more about God. We know that God’s mind can be changed. We saw this reality firsthand when Moses advocated for mercy with the sinful people, or when Nineveh repented of their sins, or when some of those earthly kings changed their ways. But mostly we know that God sends a Messiah – God’s only Son to redeem us. Though judgment is a part of our relationship with God, so is redemption, forgiveness, and grace. I am not sure I will ever master trusting God fully. Perhaps I am just too human. But our invitation this week is to keep trying. Our invitation is to pause in those moments of mistrust and recount the wonderful deeds of our God. Maybe you start with a scriptural mantra, “Noah, Abraham, Moses, Joshua, Hannah, Jonah, Ruth, Peter, Paul.” But perhaps more importantly you start your own mantra, “That time when I walked away from God, that time when I blamed God, that time when I…” We have seen God’s faithfulness, even through the sacrifice of God’s only Son. But we have also seen God’s faithfulness every day of our earthly life. Our invitation is to listen, as God listens to God’s people everyday. Amen.

[i] Carol J. Dempsey, “Theological Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Supplemental Essays for Year B (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2012), 3.

[ii] Marianne Blickenstaff, “Pastoral Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Supplemental Essays for Year B (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2012), 1.

[iii] Walter Brueggemann, Interpretation: A Biblical Commentary for Teaching and Preach, First and Second Samuel (Louisville: John Knox Press, 1990), 62.

[iv] Matthew 6.28, 34

Homily – Acts 2.1-21, Pentecost, YB, May 20, 2018

23 Wednesday May 2018

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I have been looking forward to this baptism for months. Olive is one of four babies born at Hickory Neck within a month of each other, and one of five within a five-month period. Not only did I enjoy watching Olive grow in her mom’s belly, I knew how fun welcoming her to the community would be, and especially how special her baptism would be. So when the Bauer Family finally settled on Pentecost, I was thrilled – baptizing a baby on feast day adds excitement to an already festive day.

But as the liturgy planning staff met about a month ago, I realized we may have made a huge mistake. We were talking about the needs for today, and remembered we needed to recruit all our foreign language speakers because Pentecost is the one feast of the year where we really try to simulate the experience of the historically significant day in the life of the faith. And as we were talking about rotas, translations, and participants, a sudden sense of dread hit me. “Um, Charlie?” I said. “Are you sure you want to baptize Olive on Pentecost? I mean, I love Pentecost, but, especially for strangers to our community, Pentecost is a little weird. Do you want us to just skip the whole languages part?” To his credit, Charlie didn’t hesitate. “What better day to baptize?!?” he said, as though my question were silly.

I have been encouraged by Charlie’s enthusiasm, but the more I thought about his response, the more I questioned his logic. Don’t get me wrong – I love what we do at Pentecost. Pentecost is one of the few days of the liturgical year that our scripture really comes to life. Hearing the cacophony of languages helps you to really imagine yourself there. But this is the kind of service that I would also say to first-time visitor, “Just so you know, we don’t always do this!” Because, although I love the cacophony, I wouldn’t want anyone to think today is the norm – that we always break into tongues in the service or that we always like to shock your senses. Surely if we were going to baptize Olive, we should find a tamer way to welcome her to the community, and not freak out her family and friends from all the ends of the country.

We do this all the time with Church. If we get the nerve up to ask a friend to Church, and they take us up on the offer, we want them to experience the best of Hickory Neck: a welcoming environment, beautiful liturgy, a sense of belonging, and a deep connection to the immanent and transcendent God. But just like when you introduce a new romantic interest to your family, you don’t have them meet everyone in the family at the beginning. You save crazy Uncle Joe until at least the second or third Christmas, when you know your boy or girlfriend is already in love with you enough to make allowances for the crazy in your family. The same is true for church – we would much rather you see the beauty of Hickory Neck on a regular Sunday or even on a day like Easter. There is no need for us to show you some of the really weird parts of our faith, like Pentecost, until you have at least been here for a while.

So why was Charlie so enthusiastic about bringing his extended family to celebrate baptism on this one, crazy, bizarre day in the life of the church? Was he not thinking this through? Or was he secretly hoping to ensure his family never comes back? I started working through why this might be the perfect day for a baptism, thinking through what we learn about the church and membership within. First, we learn the power of the gospel, of the good news of God in Christ, to reach all peoples, no matter who they are. Although practically speaking, today’s multilingual reading sounds jarring, what we know about this piece of scripture is that despite the din of noise, everyone heard the good news in their own language. The gospel is not limited to one group of people or to one tribe or nation; the gospel speak truth to all. Second, we learn that Jesus’ story is not just for us – Jesus’ story is for all. Up until this point in our story, Jesus has been keeping his resurrection and ascension to a limited group of people. But today, that norm implodes. Jesus’ story is no longer for those nearest and dearest to Jesus – Jesus’ story is for everyone. Third, we are reminded of our commission from Jesus – to go out into all the world, sharing the good news of God in Christ. Not just the English-speaking places, not just the places where people look and act like us, not just the places that make us comfortable. And finally, Pentecost affirms the ways in which God loves us, no matter what. No matter how loud, crazy, or chaotic our lives become, God is with us, breaking through the din of noise we create and making that noise holy.

Perhaps instead of finding the most proper, polished day to baptize a child of God, today may be the perfect day to teach us all what the life of faith is about. We all know that when our romantic interest or dear friend finally meets Crazy Uncle Joe, or finally sees us when we are sick or not looking our best, or finally realizes we have some pretty awful flaws, and LOVES US ANYWAY – those are the people we want to keep around. The same is true for those new to the church or those being initiated into the community of faith – we want you to see us on our craziest days so that you know, no matter what God loves you anyway. God sees your craziness, your chaos, those parts of yourself that you hide from others, and God not only loves you, God commissions you and makes a way you share that love to the ends of the earth.

That is what we affirm today in our baptismal covenant. Given the promise of unconditional love from God, we promise in return to live a life in accordance with that unconditional love. To seek and serve all persons, to strive for justice, to respect the dignity of every human being, to proclaim by word and example the good news of God in Christ, to resist evil and repent, and to keep coming back to the community, breaking bread and joining in the prayers. The chaos of today, the beauty of baptism today, the reminder of God’s love today are all meant to build us up so that we can get back out into the world. What better day than today to baptize?!? Amen.

Sermon – John 17.6-19, Acts 1.15-17, 21-26, E7, YB, May 13, 2018

16 Wednesday May 2018

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I used to belong to a community that had healing prayers every Wednesday at a midday Eucharist. I never liked to go forward myself, but I was happy to see so many other people go forward for prayers. Honestly, for the longest time, I did not really understand the whole process. Were the same people so sick they needed prayers every week? Were they having prayers for themselves or for other people? And I had no idea what the priests were saying to them or what they said to the priests. I was so intimidated by the whole process that I usually just sat in my seat and prayed for those going forward.

Then one day, some stuff was going on in my life I felt overwhelmed by and I finally stood up and got in line with all the other people. I was so nervous. I wasn’t sure if I was supposed to tell the priest my whole story, or if I was supposed to ask for something specific, or if I was just supposed to bow my head and wait for the priest to pray. When I finally reached the priest, he looked at me expectantly. I mumbled some prayer request that was super short and in no way indicated why I really needed prayers. But then the priest did something extraordinary. He prayed for me by name and was able to craft a prayer so thoughtful and generous, that I felt like he could see into my soul and understand what was really weighing me down. By simply saying my name, I felt known, cared for, understood, and seen – really seen – for the first time in a long time.

I suspect that is what the disciples are looking for at this point in our narrative. For weeks, Jesus has been making resurrection appearances, teaching the disciples, and talking to them about next steps. These weeks have been reassuring, lifegiving, and invigorating. What seemed to be a massive disaster is now a holy victory. But then, just days ago, Jesus finally leaves them for good as he ascends into heaven. Before he goes, he tells them to wait for the Spirit to clothe them with power. We are told they disciples return to the temple, praising God, but in our Acts lesson today, the disciples are busy figuring out their leadership plan. You see, the establishment of twelve disciples was important to the ancestral roots of the twelve tribes of Israel. The disciples want to be ready to “witness the messianic kingdom inaugurated by the death and resurrection of Jesus.” [i]

This is what we all do when we are scared. We busy ourselves. Jesus tells the disciples to wait for the Holy Spirit, and what do the disciples do? They start developing a leadership plan, thinking about their presentation to the faith community, and organizing themselves. None of these things were things Jesus told them to do. In fact, Jesus told them to wait. But we are not very good at waiting. I remember last summer when the Vestry finished our needs assessment about child care and adult day care in Upper James City County, the conclusions were clear. Both were needed and anything we could do would be a help. When we finished that final assessment, I remember thinking, “Now what?!? How in the world are we going to actually do something about either of these issues?” When we left that meeting, I sensed we all walked away with the same sense of dread. The community had spoken, but we had no idea how to live into God’s dream for us. It was like looking over a great chasm with no way to cross over. I remember wondering what other work we could do to prepare ourselves for something like that. But I also remember being so clueless about what would come next that I kind of just looked to God with a sense of panic, wondering, “Now what?!?”

That’s why I love the gospel lesson from John today. The lesson from John does not fit chronologically with where we have been in the Luke-Acts story. John’s gospel today includes the words of Jesus’ farewell discourse before his passion. These last verses of John 17 are a part of a prayer that Jesus says after an extensive time of teaching. The words we hear today are not the words of a desperate prayer said in private by Jesus to God. The words we hear today are words of prayer said for and about the disciples – said right within their hearing. The words are not particularly pretty. In typical John form, they sound circuitous and repetitive – so much so, they can be hard to really hear. But if we listen closely, Jesus’ words today are an impassioned prayer for the personal care and safety of the disciples, so that the disciples can feel empowered to go out into the world under God’s protection. “This is not Jesus teaching his disciples how to pray. This is not only a personal prayer or privatized piety. After betrayal and predicted denial, after concerned questions and foretold rejection, the disciples do not need another lesson, another miracle, another example. They need exactly what Jesus does, because Jesus knows — for Jesus to pray for them.”[ii]

Jesus’ prayer is like the priest’s prayer at that healing service. Jesus sees these scared, confused, anxious disciples and he prays for them by name, reminding them how they are loved, calling down God’s motherly love for the disciples, and asking for a sense of empowerment for each disciple. Although his prayer is not said in those days between the Ascension and Pentecost, the disciples could stand to remember this moment as they wait. When we steer far from God’s providence, and we start to busy ourselves to hide our anxiety, these are the words we return to to steady ourselves. Jesus’ words today, called the High Priestly Prayer, are the words of a priest – calling us by name, naming our specific anxieties before God, soothing us by their healing power, and calming us so that we might be able to go out into the world.

But Jesus’ words are not just the words of a priest. Jesus’ words today are the words of all the faithful – said on behalf of another we name, said in the confidence of a child of God, said in the presence of one receiving prayer. We can give away the gift of prayer and blessing the disciples needed too. You may not feel comfortable praying aloud with another person yet. If so, a prayer, using the person’s name and praying as Jesus does for that person is fine. But Jesus’ words and actions for the disciples today embolden you to do what Jesus does. You can ask the other person if you might pray for them – and pray with them right then and there: whether you are praying for your own child and the concerns they have just voiced to you, whether you are praying for a friend who has finally confessed what is on their heart aloud, or whether you are praying for an acquaintance who cannot express their heart, but who is speaking to you because they know you are a person of faith and they need a priestly prayer from Jesus. Any of you who have gathered at the side altar for healing prayers, or who have had your name called aloud for prayer knows the power of this work.

Normally, I commission you at the end of every sermon – giving you a task to do out in the world, bringing the good news of God in Christ into the broken world. But on this Sunday between the Ascension and Pentecost, I invite you to take Jesus word’s seriously: to pray while you wait for the empowerment of the Spirit. This is not an invitation to look busy or to use action to cover anxiety this week. This is an invitation to be present every day, looking around you for those who need your prayer, and then offering that personal, named prayer for those in your path. As Jesus prayed for the disciples, as the disciples prayed for those with whom they shared the good news, so we continue the age-old practice of deep, personal, abiding prayer with others. Those prayers for the disciples are prayers for us – Jesus prays for us today.[iii] Our invitation is to give that comforting, loving, emboldening gift to others. Your words, your calling another by name, give them power to sit and wait for our God too. Amen.

[i] David S. Cunningham, “Theological Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Year B, Vol. 2 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2008), 528.

[ii] Karoline Lewis, “Prayers Needed,” May 6, 2018, as found at http://www.workingpreacher.org/craft.aspx?post=5147 on May 9, 2018.

[iii] David Lose, “Easter 7 B: Prayer is Love,” May 10, 2018, as found at http://www.davidlose.net/2018/05/easter-7-b-pray-is-love/ on May 10, 2018.

Sermon – John 15.9-17, E6, YB, May 6, 2018

09 Wednesday May 2018

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Jesus’ words today from John’s gospel have been beckoning me all week. “As the Father has loved me, so I have loved you; abide in my love…I have said these things to you so that my joy may be in you, and that your joy may be complete…You are my friends…You did not choose me but I chose you.” These are words that our weary souls need to hear. We long for the wide, open embrace of God, the unconditional acceptance, the assurance that everything will be okay. Jesus’ words today are a warm blanket we crawl into and wrap around ourselves, draping over our feelings of sadness, loneliness, doubt, insecurity, and uncertainty. Jesus’ invitation to abide in his love is the fulfillment of every longing, aching need in our lives, and today Jesus offers that love freely, abundantly, joyfully, completely.

For some of here today, that is your sermon: Jesus loves you, chooses you, befriends you, and completes your joy. The humbling, overwhelming love of God invites you into that warm blanket, and you do not need to speak – just accept the gift and abide with God this week.[i]

For others of us, we may be a little too hardened to fully receive the invitation to abide in God’s love. I used to serve with a priest whose main sermon, no matter what the text, was God loves us. She said those words so often I remember I would sometimes stop listening. My cynical self would start the diatribe, “Yeah, yeah, yeah. God is love.” The problem for many of us is love has failed us. We have been in love, been loved by family or friends, or even have felt God’s love. But we have also been hurt, rejected, or felt abandoned by all those parties. And if we feel the failure of love too often, “Abide in my love,” sounds too shallow to have meaning, too romantic to last, too wonderful to be sustained.

For those of us who might roll our eyes at the saccharine nature of love we have experienced in the world, we may need a different sermon today. Part of our challenge is we have defined love in such a way that we will be disappointed every time. We watch movies, read books, even gaze at couples in those first dreamy weeks of new love, and think we know what love is. Love becomes two people who agree all the time, who are always able to look lovingly at another never noticing imperfections, who never experience conflict, and who are always happy. And if that is our expectation of love, we will always be disappointed. For those of us in this camp, our sermon today is to redefine love.

A few years ago, Paul and Lucy were such a couple. They had a romantic beginning – meeting in medical school, Paul was funny, smart, and playful. As they built a life together, they began to dream and to plan. When Paul finished his 90-hour workweek rotations, and life got back to normal, they would try to have a baby. Everything was perfect – at least everything was perfect if you did not look too closely. And then Paul got the diagnosis – a cancer that would give him two more years of life. And suddenly everything changed. Lucy’s life began to become about taking care of Paul, walking him through treatments, holding him in pain. And Paul’s life became about making sure Lucy could enjoy life beyond him. At one point, Paul assured Lucy he wanted her to remarry after he died. The two even agreed to have that baby they had been planning. Lucy worried having a child would make dying worse for Paul. “Don’t you think that saying goodbye to a child would make your death more painful?” she asked Paul. He replied, “Wouldn’t it be great if it did?”[ii]

What Paul and Lucy show us is love is not some sappy, sentimentalized emotion best captured by a romantic comedy with a great soundtrack. Love is beautiful not because love is perfect, pretty, polished. Love is beautiful because love is “all in,” ready for the ugliness of life, willing to take on pain and suffering and see that pain as a blessing. Of course, Jesus describes love in the same way in today’s gospel lesson if we are paying attention. We find ourselves so tarrying in the comforting love language and we sometimes miss the other love language in the text. “Keep my commandments…love one another as I have loved you…lay down one’s life for one’s friends…go and bear fruit, fruit that will last.” Jesus shows us what love looks like throughout his life. He kneels down and tenderly washes the dirty, worn feet of his companions. He accepts and welcomes adulterers, oppressors, and outcasts of every kind. He loves and forgives, even when betrayed by his closest friends. He gives up his life in the most gruesome, humiliating way. Jesus’ love is not pretty or polished. But Jesus’ love is profound.

That kind of love is the kind of love that drove most of us to Hickory Neck. Maybe we came thinking we wanted a perfect, polished, pretty loving community that would make us feel loved too. And many times, Hickory Neck is just that. But other times we find a different kind of love at Hickory Neck – a love that stands by us when spouses die, when marriages fail, and when children stumble into dark places; a love that stands by us when diagnoses come, when tragedy strikes, and when sinfulness overcomes us; a love that stands by us when we disagree, when we hurt one another, and when we fail to meet each other’s expectations. That kind of love sits next to us when we cry, even when no words are exchanged; that kind of love receives awful news and is able to simply say, “this is awful,”; that kind of love prays for us even when we do not realize we are receiving or need prayer. The love we often find at Hickory Neck may seem to others to be messy, imperfect, and even difficult. But the love we find at Hickory Neck is much more akin to the kind of love that mimics God’s love for us, that lays down our lives for one another.

The challenge for us today is in four tiny words from Jesus, “Go and bear fruit.” Both the unconditional blanket of Christ’s love and the messy, ugly, beautiful love of Christ are for us today. But that gift of love becomes fullest when shared. We practice that sharing of love every week here at Hickory Neck – with the people we like, and even the people we may not like as much. But our practicing is preparation for sharing that love beyond these walls – with the family member who drives us crazy, with the neighbor whose annoying habits reveal a lack of love, with the stranger who makes us uncomfortable. Now, you may go home today and start thinking to yourself, or your friend might say to you, or even Satan himself may start asking you, “Yeah, but won’t that kind of love hurt? Won’t you be risking pain and hurt by giving that kind of love?” Today, Jesus invites you to say, “Wouldn’t it be great if it did?” Amen.

[i] Karoline Lewis, “Abide in my Love,” April 29, 2018, as found at http://www.workingpreacher.org/craft.aspx?post=5142 on May 2, 2018.

[ii] David Greene, “Inside A Doctor’s Mind At The End Of His Life,” February 12, 2016, as found at https://www.npr.org/templates/transcript/transcript.php?storyId=466189316 on May 3, 2018.

Sermon – Psalm 23, E4, YB, April 22, 2018

25 Wednesday Apr 2018

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Many years ago, I was planning the funeral of a longtime, beloved church member. We had visited on multiple occasions, and I knew all the stories about her children, including the son who was no longer going to church. We talked about Jesus and her faith walk, and I always looked forward to sassy, witty, heartfelt stories. When I sat down with her children to plan her funeral, I had an idea of what I could expect. As we chose the lessons for the funeral, I shared with them that many people appreciate hearing the 23^rd Psalm. “Oh, no, we can’t do the 23^rd Psalm,” the family protested. A bit taken aback, since the parishioner I knew would have loved the psalm, they explained to me what had happened in her last days. Her daughter had been comforting her one afternoon and decided to start reading scripture with her mom. She started with the 23^rd Psalm, and the mother snapped at her, saying, “Don’t read that one! I’m not dead yet!”

Every year, on this Good Shepherd Sunday, we hear the 23^rd Psalm. Though many of us are more familiar with the King James Version, the words of Psalm 23 are words that are familiar even to those who do not attend church regularly. Whether we have heard the psalm at a funeral, or read the psalm at someone’s deathbed, or seen the psalm on someone’s wall, the 23^rd Psalm is one of the most well-known psalms in our culture. Even in surveys, when asked about their favorite piece of scripture in times of trouble, many respondents name Psalm 23.[i]

In some respect, this familiarity and preference is a blessing and something to be celebrated. But in other ways, this familiarity can be a tremendous hindrance to hearing these sacred words with fresh ears. For example, most of us hear the psalm’s words as words of comfort for the dying. We hear the words, “the valley of the shadow of death,” and we assume the whole psalm is about death. Lying down in green pastures, remaining by still waters, gathering at a table, and having goodness and mercy follow us all sound like end of life images. We envision the peaceful, beautiful resting place, gathered around the heavenly banquet table, and we take home the promise that no matter what happens in life, at least the ending will be a place of respite and relief. And in some ways, that is true. But I am not sure that is what this psalm is ultimately about; this is a psalm not about death, but about life.

The 23^rd Psalm is a psalm on the move.[ii] Throughout the psalm, we hear the activity of life. Those green pastures we are going to lie down in are the places where we will find rest after a long day. Those still waters are the sources of water we will need to drink in this earthly life. Those righteous pathways we will be on are the paths of ethical living, those paths where we will seek and serve Christ, loving our neighbor as ourselves. That rod and staff that will comfort us because those are God’s tools that will push and pull us toward our vocations and the purposes God gives us. The dwelling we do in the house of the Lord is not the eternal dwelling place, but the earthly church where we find renewal for the journey. That valley of the shadow of death is not the valley of death, but those shadowy places in our lives where we are reminded of the darkness of death: times of illness, divorce, unemployment, loneliness. The 23^rd Psalm is not ultimately about a promise in death, but about the promise we are given in life – the promise of refreshment, restoration, reinvigoration for the journey of life.

This winter Charlie and I attended a training on church development. One of the first images from the presentation was that of a base camp on a mountain. We talked about the purpose of a base camp – what people need from and do at a base camp. Ideas included rest, refreshment, preparation, and stocking up for the journey. No one mentioned making a permanent home or using base camp as a place of escape. Our instructor then asked us how a base camp is similar to Church. We began to talk about how Church does the same thing – is a place of refreshment, rest, preparation, and stocking up for the journey. Church is not a place to escape the real world or to hide away from hurt and pain. Instead, Church is the place where we refill our tanks so that we can go out into the world – gathering the strength we need for the journey. Church is not the house of the Lord where we will dwell forever. In fact, that translation, “to dwell” is not helpful. The word in Hebrew that is translated as “dwell” is better translated as “return.”[iii] So instead of talking about a place where we will hide out from the world or imagining the heavenly kingdom where we will dwell, the psalmist is talking about the place we will keep returning – the base camp, the Church, where we will keep returning for strength so that we can get back into the world doing the activity of discipleship – the life where we will rest, drink, walk, be righteous, commune, and serve.[iv]

So just in case I have ruined Psalm 23 for you forever, making the psalm feel more like a psalm of work and labor as opposed to a psalm for rest and relief, have no fear. There is one more line that similarly gets mistranslated which may open this text for you in another way. In verse six, the psalmist says, “Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.” Again, understanding the original Hebrew is helpful. The word translated as “follow” is better translated as “pursue” or “chase down,” Goodness and mercy shall chase me down all the days of my life.[v] Shifting that word does a similar thing as the rest of the verbs in this text. When goodness and mercy follow us, we often think of hindsight. Bad things happen to us, but when we look back, we will see goodness and mercy came out of the bad things. But the psalmist says something more powerful than that. The psalmist says that goodness and mercy will pursue us – will hunt us down and knock us over with their power. We will feel threatened by that valley of the shadow of death, or we will worry about places to lie or drink or walk. But the psalmist tells us those worries are futile because even in the midst of those stresses, God’s goodness and mercy is constantly seeking to bowl us over.

Scholar Gary Simpson says this about God’s goodness, “The goodness of God is in every place before we ever arrive at any particular place. The good things that happen to us along life’s journey do not happen because we have arrived. God’s goodness has already been where we are planning to go. The goodness of God is so present that every direction that we turn to look, wherever we are, we bump into goodness again. It is perhaps egocentric and arrogant to think that goodness follows us. The goodness of God goes ahead of us, clearing out new ground, pulling us to new terrain, lighting a pathway in the dark places of new possibility, opening doors that no one can shut.”[vi]

I think that parishioner resisted hearing the 23^rd Psalm in her last days of life because like many of us, she had trapped the psalm in the land of the dying. But the 23^rd Psalm is a psalm for the land of the living – a psalm that commissions us to continue our work of discipleship, to move out into the world with the promise of the essentials we will need, to keep returning to God’s house for sustenance and refueling, and to remember that no matter what we face, God’s goodness is already there, chasing us down. On this Good Shepherd Sunday, perhaps you were hoping to hear a few words of comfort, longing to dwell in this house for longer than an hour today. But today, that Good Shepherd is prodding you with a staff, filling up your tank so that you can go out into the world, serving as God’s disciple in all the green pastures and right paths where God leads. You can do your work because no matter how much those shadows linger, God’s goodness will chase you down – all the days of your life. Amen.

[i] Rolf Jacobson, “Commentary on Psalm 23,” March 30, 2014, as found at http://www.workingpreacher.org/preaching.aspx?commentary_id=2004 as found on April 19, 2018.

[ii] Joel LeMon, “Commentary on Psalm 23,” April 25, 2015, as found at http://www.workingpreacher.org/preaching.aspx?commentary_id=3646 on April 19, 2018.

[iii] LeMon.

[iv] Cameron B.R. Howard, “#602 – Fourth Sunday of Easter,” April 14, 2018, as found at http://www.workingpreacher.org/brainwave.aspx?podcast_id=1008 on April 17, 2018.

[v] Gary V. Simpson “Pastoral Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Year B, Vol. 2 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2008), 438.

[vi] Simpson, 440.

Sermon – Luke 24.36b-48, E3, YB, April 15, 2018

19 Thursday Apr 2018

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Last month I was talking to Pastor Alex from Stonehouse Presbyterian. We were walking toward our cars and he complimented my license plate, noting how fun spotting my plate around town has been. I chuckled and told him the plate had been both a blessing and a curse. He asked me what I meant, and I explained. You see, I love the plate for the very reason he mentioned – that I run into people who recognize my plate, that people connect who I am with what I do, that people ask me about my vocation and about Hickory Neck. But the plate is also a bit of a curse. If I had to choose any place to be a witness for Christ, I am not sure the car is the best location. You see, the car is where I leave prayer books, post-its about phone calls, gum wrappers, and coffee cups. The car is where I cart around children – sometimes singing at the tops of our lungs to a favorite song, and sometimes scowling after an argument about behavior. The car is where I find a moment to getaway before picking up children, and the car is where I sometimes reveal that I once lived in a region of the country that is known for impatient, sometimes foul-mouthed drivers. The car is not really home to my best witness for loving Christ. And yet, there is where a big plate – on both the front and the back – witnesses to the world who and whose I am.

That is what I find so funny about the disciples this week. Here they are in Luke’s gospel, not unlike what we heard in John’s gospel last week, hiding in a room, afraid, disbelieving, and wondering what to make of all that has happened. To be fair, life has gotten a bit chaotic of late. Their whole world has gotten turned upside down since that beautiful, sacred night when Jesus washed their feet. They had ideas about what was coming in their life, what was going to happen to Jesus, and how the world would be changed. But Jesus dies, they are outcasts, and God seems to have closed a door – a tomb door. Then, just days later, their world gets upended again. The disciples learn from the women that the same closed tomb door is now open. Two of the disciples have an encounter with the risen Christ on the road to Emmaus. And as if all of that is not enough, today, Jesus shows up – very much alive, proving his corporality, teaching them, and reminding them they are witnesses.

The disciples certainly have our sympathy and concern. And yet, the disciples remain holed up in a room – as if they can hide. As if they can integrate back into the world, with no one realizing who and whose they are. As if no one will notice the license plate on their car that says, “Jesus’ disciple.” The disciples are hiding, acting as though no one is watching, no one is making conclusions about them based on their behavior, no one is making conclusions about Christ. Their hiding is just as much of a witness as going out into the community. Perhaps they feel being in that room is giving them a break from being witnesses – that no one sees them. But we know better. And so does Jesus. “You are witnesses of these things,” says Jesus.

Sometimes we do the exact same thing. We too can start to believe that we have hiding places in our lives – places where we do not have to be witnesses. Maybe yours is a car. Maybe yours is at work or school because those places seem more removed from what we do here on Sundays. Maybe yours is at home, on vacation, or when surrounded by friends. Like the disciples, we too have that same longing to “turn off” our witness. Maybe we are just tired and feel like being a witness for Christ is exhausting. Maybe we are upset with or disappointed in God and are not sure communicating those feelings helps our witness of Christ. Or maybe we are just afraid – that people will notice that we do not live lives that reflect who and whose we are.

But “turning off” our identity as people of faith is not really an option. Sooner or later we will get caught. Sometimes being caught can be a very positive thing. An acquaintance who knows you go to church may ask you to add them to your church’s prayer list because they or their child just received a horrible diagnosis. But sometimes being caught can be less flattering. At our Adult Forum series on evangelism this fall, we watched a video about how not to invite people to church. The video features two neighbors, one who is out gardening in the yard and the other who is clearly just coming home from church. The neighbor who is out gardening wonders to himself, “I wonder why he never invites me to his church. I would go if he asked me.” But sometimes being caught can be even worse. I had a friend who waited tables during college. She always moaned when she got her work schedule and discovered she was assigned a Sunday. I finally asked her why she hated Sundays so much. She said, “Because that’s when all the churchgoers go out to eat – and they are the worst tippers!” Somehow, in all her long hours of trying to make a few bucks to pay for books and school fees she had gotten the message that people of faith did not value her.

We know from experience that hiding as a Christian is really an illusion. Wherever we are, whenever we are, with whomever we are, our identity is always there. Jesus confirms that today. As biblical scholar Karoline Lewis says, “Jesus’ address to the disciples is not, ‘you will be witnesses.’ Not, ‘please be witnesses.’ Not, ‘consider being witnesses if you have time.’ No, [Jesus says] ‘you are witnesses of these things.’ We are witnesses. As it turns out, witnessing is not voluntary, but a state of being.”[i] Lewis goes on to add, “‘We are witnesses’ does not depend on our acceptance or agreement or approval. ‘We are witnesses’ does not depend on our readiness or recognition or responsiveness. ‘We are witnesses’ just is.”[ii] The disciples learn that today. When Jesus says, you are witnesses, he empowers a very scared, uncertain, fearful group of followers to remember who and whose they are.

The good news is that Jesus does not judge the disciples today. Jesus meets the disciples where they are.[iii] Jesus’ first words are words of encouragement. “Peace be with you,” he says. Then, ever the tender pastor, Jesus asks the question in verse 38, “Why are you frightened, and why do doubts arise in your heart?” Knowing their confusion, Jesus eats with them to assure them he is really there, not just some ghost or figment of their imagination. He sits down and teaches them once again, taking them back to their roots, reminding them of how the prophets have taught them all they need to know. And then, come those fateful words in verse 48, “you are witnesses of these things.” Jesus meets them where they are, offering comfort, assurance, and affirmation. But Jesus also encourages them to move beyond where they are.

After September 11^th, there were two widows featured on the news. “Grateful for the outpouring of support they received, they started thinking about the women in Afghanistan who, when widowed, lose status in that society and therefore find their already difficult lives even harder. They raised money and formed a foundation called Beyond the 11^th to support Afghani widows, and even made visits to Afghanistan to meet the widows they were helping.”[iv] Those widows had lot of options – fear, anger, vengeance, or isolation. But instead, they remembered how Jesus encourages us to remember our identity as witnesses and to move beyond where we are. Our invitation today is to reclaim that same identity. Now I do not know if that means you go put a Hickory Neck bumper sticker on your car, or you start wearing that cross necklace again, or you start tangibly connecting your words and actions to your identity as a witness. Only you can know the shape your witness will take. But today Jesus invites us to let go of our hiding places, realizing that even when we think we are hiding, we are still witnessing. Our invitation is to own who we are, so that others might see the beauty of who and whose we are. Amen.

[i] Karoline Lewis, “We Are Witnesses,” April 9, 2018, as found at http://www.workingpreacher.org/craft.aspx?post=5126 on April 12, 2018.

[ii] Lewis.

[iii] Nancy R. Blakely, “Pastoral Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Year B, Vol. 2 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2008), 424.

[iv] Blakely, 428.

Sermon – John 20.1-18, ED, YB, April 1, 2018

12 Thursday Apr 2018

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Last weekend, before Holy Week started, our family celebrated my youngest’s fourth birthday. A dear friend was there and asked me how I was doing, knowing full well that Holy Week and Easter were coming. I launched into a diatribe about all the things I was juggling – birthday party, work commitments, packing for Spring Break, and the pressures of writing an Easter sermon. The last complaint caught her attention. “You’re worried about an Easter sermon?” she asked. “Oh, yes!” I explained. “It’s a big day. The sermon needs to be good!” She looked at me, dumbfounded, and said to me, in a way that only a best friend can, “You know nobody comes to church on Easter because of the sermon.”

Now as a preacher, you can imagine my ego was a little bruised. But the more I thought about her observation, the more I realized she was right. We come to church on Easter for a whole host of reasons. We come to church on Easter because that is what our family has always done, and the continued observation of Easter somehow connects us to the past, present, and future, creating a sense of belonging and identity. We come to church on Easter, because we long for a good word – a reminder that even in a tumultuous world, there is the promise of resurrection life, joy, and hope. We come to church on Easter because we love the music, the flowers, the crowded seats, the Easter attire, and the experience of being a part of community. And some of us are not sure why we come to church on Easter, but we suspect, or at least hope, we will find something that can revive our weary souls.

I suspect what most of us are hoping for today is an experience like Mary Magdalene’s. I am not sure Mary knew why she went to the tomb that fateful day. In John’s gospel, Mary is not there with spices to anoint Jesus’ body. She does not bring flowers or some memento to leave at the tomb. In fact, she comes to the tomb in darkness, before the morning light has arisen, perhaps in a fog of knowing she needs something but not sure what that something might be. And then, not unlike the chaos that may have been your morning to get here on time and half-way presentable, Mary’s life gets thrown into chaos. An empty tomb means she and the disciples run around like chickens with their heads cut off. Later, Mary finds herself bemoaning to angels and a stranger alike that she just wants Jesus’ body – a physical reminder of all the horror and love and pain that has happened. And in the midst of this chaos, a simple, profound thing happens. Mary is called by her name.[i] And her world gets turned on its head.

There is something very powerful about being called by your name. We will frequent restaurants or coffee shops because we love being recognized by name by our favorite barista or shop owner. If you have ever received a blessing or healing prayer by a person who knew your name, you know the intimacy that is created between the two of you, and the power of hearing your name lifted up to God. We even try to use nametags here at Hickory Neck because we know how wonderful being known by name feels. Being known by name creates a feeling of acceptance, affirmation, affection, and acknowledgement.[ii] I can only imagine the rush of emotions when Jesus calls Mary by name today – not just the recognition of who Jesus is, but the reminder of how much he has loved her.

I suspect we should add that to the list of reasons why we come to church on Easter Sunday. We want to be known too. Perhaps we want to literally be called by name. But perhaps we know just being here creates the same sense of belonging that being known by name creates. When we sit in these seats today, we know that we are sitting next to someone who is longing for belonging today too – who also rallied to get to church on time – maybe with kids in cute dresses, or maybe just pulling their aching bodies to church. When we sit in the seats today, we know that we are surrounded by a group of people who also love having their senses overwhelmed – from the smell of fragrant lilies, to the joyous sound of song [brass], to the taste of communion bread and wine, to the sight of fanfare and smiles, to the feel of another hand at the peace. When we sit in these seats today, we know that we will be offered a word of joy, light, love, hope – and we want our lives to be marked by that same sense of promise.

Now you may feel tempted today to take all that affirmation, encouragement, and joy, and go about the next days on your own personal high – as though the gifts you receive today are solely for you. But what all this fanfare, acknowledgment, and hope are meant to do is to propel you out into the world. When Mary is called by name, receiving the blessing of recognition and encouragement, she does not stay at the feet of the resurrected Jesus. She becomes John’s gospel’s first preacher. “I have seen the Lord,” Mary says to the disciples. Now I know some of you will go out from this place today and do just that – you will put on your Facebook page, “Alleluia, Christ is Risen!” or you will hug your neighbor and tell them what a joyous day you just had at church. But for others of you, sharing today’s joy may take you a little more time, or may look a bit different than proclaiming, “I have seen the Lord,” to your favorite barista. But what Mary invites us to do today is find our own way of sharing the beautiful gift we receive today – to give someone else the gift of joy and hope, to quietly tell a friend what a cool experience this day was, or to simply call someone else by name – sharing that same sense of belonging and affirmation you receive today. You came to church this Easter Sunday for something. Mary invites you to give that something to someone else. Amen. Alleluia!

[i] Serene Jones, “Theological Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Year B, Vol. 2 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2008), 378.

[ii] D. Cameron Murchison, “Pastoral Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Year B, Vol. 2 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2008), 380.

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