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I remember in those first months of parenthood, an older mom and educator shared a bit wisdom with me. “Remember, that your primary job as a parent,” she told me, “is to foster the independence of your child.” At the time, her advice seemed a little strange – nothing about making the child feel loved, or reading to them every night, or creating safe space: just fostering independence. What I did not realize at the time was how incredibly difficult and grueling the work of fostering independence would be. For starters, fostering independence in your children means giving up control – something I tend to like having. And as if that is not hard enough, fostering independence means being the victim of your children’s own desire for control. I cannot tell you the number of times I have been walking in my house muttering the words, “I am raising independent children. I am raising independent children. I am raising independent children.”
I think why this aspect of parenting is so tricky for me is parenting gets to the heart of one of the eternal struggles we have in life – and certainly with God: our desire for control. So, we should not at all be surprised to discover that during Lent, that is what both our Old Testament and our Gospel lessons are about: ceding control. We can start with Abraham’s story. This is actually the third time Abraham has been promised a son – or at the beginning of our text, he is still Abram, not Abraham. But we’ll get to that later. Abram struggles like we do with control. When he and Sarai are not pregnant at 75, or 86, or now 99 years old, he’s pretty sure God is not going to make good on God’s promise.[i] So, Abram takes matters into his own hands and has a child with Hagar, Sarai’s servant, hoping he can make Ishmael the inheritor of God’s promise. Abram and Sarai just could not trust and cede control to God about becoming pregnant themselves, especially since God’s promise is so ludicrously abundant. In fact, in the verse immediately following what we read today, we are told Abraham falls on his face and laughs at God. That is how ludicrously abundant God’s promise is for progeny.
Of course, Peter is not much better when he needs to trust Jesus. Jesus tells the disciples in Mark’s gospel that he will suffer and die to fulfill his role as the Messiah. But Peter, and quietly the other disciples[ii], physically grabs Jesus and rebukes him. The things Jesus is saying are not the way Peter or the others expected a Messiah to function for good. As one scholar explains, they signed on for a crown, not a cross.[iii] But Peter’s grasping rebuke of Jesus is about as literal of resistance as one can get: an utter unwillingness to cede control of how salvation through the Messiah will work. And so, Jesus says those stingingly harsh words, “Get behind me Satan! You are thinking not as God thinks, but as human beings do.”[iv] Peter and the disciples are no better at trusting and ceding control to God than Abraham is.
In some way or another, I think most of our Lenten disciplines, most of the sinfulness that we are praying about or working on in Lent is rooted in this very issue: our issues with control and trusting in God. We are so deeply rooted in the American ethic of working hard, achieving your goals, of pulling yourself up by your bootstraps and realizing your own destiny that we leave very little space for God in our lives. We love being endowed with free will, so the notion that we should just trust God or even give up control to God feels like a fool’s errand. Having this ethic deeply seeded in our core identity, we, as one scholar argues, arrogantly “assume that we know what must be done, so that even a word from Jesus himself cannot dissuade us. Blinded by our prejudices, presuppositions, and preconceptions of the way things must be, we would not be convinced otherwise, even were someone to rise from the dead!”[v]
Before we get slapped in the face five weeks from now, when Jesus actually rises from the dead, how might we begin to take a harder look at the illogical nature of our resistance to God? I like to turn toward Abraham. I’m going have you do what they do in my mom’s evangelical church, and turn back to the Word of scripture found in your bulletin, and grab a pen (or at least a pen in your imagination). We’re going to look back over that text and literally or mentally circle every word of abundance in this Genesis text. We find words like, “exceedingly numerous,” “multitude of nations,” “multitude of nations,” (again) “exceedingly fruitful,” “nations,” “kings,” “throughout their generations,” “everlasting covenant,” “offspring after you,” “bless,” “rise to nations,” “and “kings of peoples.”[vi] Abram turned Abraham may not have much to say in how this covenant with God will unfold. But everything we read about this covenant is not just blessing, but abundant blessing. This covenant is oozing with generosity and indulgence. The abundance of God’s covenant is embarrassingly, overwhelmingly over the top. Even Abram’s name change is a marker of this abundance. The Hebrew for Abram is “father;” the Hebrew for Abraham is “father of a multitude.”[vii]
I do not know what you are holding back from God these days. I do not know where your lack of trust in God is making you grasp onto a sense of control, as though you know better than the Almighty. But our texts today are inviting us to let go of the death grip on the way we think things should be, and to make space for the ways God is showing us how things can be. We will not get our say in the matter necessarily – no amount of struggle will make things better. But the promise is that when we give our lives over to Christ – when we put our trust in the God whose covenants are not just okay – or even pretty good – but are shockingly, unimaginably abundantly awesome, we are promised very good things indeed. Some of those good things will be so good we find them laughable. But that is just because our imagination and our abilities to produce abundant goodness are not like God’s. But God gifts them to us anyway. Our invitation is to open our hands and receive them. Amen.
[i] Barbara Brown Taylor, “Homiletical Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Yr. C, Vol. 2 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2009), 51.
[ii] Jouette M. Bassler, “Exegetical Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Yr. C, Vol. 2 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2009), 71.
[iii] W. Hulitt Gloer, “Homiletical Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Yr. C, Vol. 2 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2009), 71.
[iv] NAB, NJB translations as provided by Bassler, 71.
[v] Gloer, 71.
[vi] This notion of abundance in the text presented by Karoline Lewis in “#950: Second Sunday in Lent – Feb. 25, 2024,” Sermon Brainwave Podcast, February 18, 2024, as found at https://www.workingpreacher.org/podcasts/950-second-sunday-in-lent-feb-25-2024 on February 23, 2024.
[vii] W. Sibley Towner, “Exegetical Perspective,” Feasting on the Word, Yr. C, Vol. 2 (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2009), 55.